I'd like to pretend I'm unbreakable

2008-12-05T13:01:00.001+08:00

" Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do."

2008-11-30T16:38:00.005+08:00

I did not have a good morning. I had planned to wake up around 3,maybe 4 ish. I'd squeeze in some revising,mend my nails,get some food and then pop some atarax and go back to sleep. However,Sundays are always a bitch and I woke up at friggin' 8. I am not happy.

However,someone did make my day.

» latonya says:
syuuuu!
lek sua,bitch. says:
fatiiinnnnnnnnn!
» latonya says:
lol. i hope we're in e same grp!!!
lek sua,bitch. says:
i hope so too i'd cry if we're in diff groups i swear!
lek sua,bitch. says:
dee already said she'd cry so i'd join her!
» latonya says:
lol. seriously i want us to stay in e same grp. i wonder who our cp lecturer gonna be!
lek sua,bitch. says:
i hope she
lek sua,bitch. says:
*she's niceeeeeeeeeeeee
lek sua,bitch. says:
if she's not then i'm forced to dislike her and you know i'm not good at disliking people,right?
lek sua,bitch. says:
*wiggles eyebrows*
» latonya says:
LOL ehh hws ur "disease"? lol
lek sua,bitch. says:
IT IS NOT a disease! it's just chicken pox!
lek sua,bitch. says:
its fine,the itch has long gone but the spots are having parties all over by body
lek sua,bitch. says:
*my
» latonya says:
lol. still uhh.
» latonya says:
eh syu im so u noe
» latonya says:
i failed my CN
» latonya says:
freaking idiot i am la
lek sua,bitch. says:
u failed? oh dear,how much did u get?
lek sua,bitch. says:
shut up ypu're NOT an idiot!
lek sua,bitch. says:

*you're
» latonya says:
i scored 24
» latonya says:
im so stupid
lek sua,bitch. says:
omgayyy its just a mark to passing. seriously,don't feel depressed! i mean its not like you got 12 or 14! just buck up for the final paper okay?
lek sua,bitch. says:
but you did pass ur practical right?
» latonya says:
yeap i got gold. u?
lek sua,bitch. says:
gold? as in A?
» latonya says:
ah yea
» latonya says:
i thought y called it a gold
lek sua,bitch. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA lek sua,bitch. says:
why are u so hilarious today? gold?
lek sua,bitch. says:
ooooo i got SILVER!
lek sua,bitch. says:
hahahahahahahaha
» latonya says:
» latonya says:
serious i thought y call it a gold. lol
» latonya says:
anyway hws tt new guy? whats his name agn?
lek sua,bitch. says:
now you know they don't!

Read the highlighted ones! Damn cute right si Fatin itu! Me misses you Fatin! We'd better be in the same group for cp or someone will have.to.die. I want us to be together preasseeeee with Dee.Aisha.Adelynn The Minah(haha),CK,Pols(!!!!),Alia&Sharon!!I'd be heartbroken,

literally heartbroken,where my heart will break into a trillion pieces if any of us switched places with the other CGH groups. I can't imagine bearing 3 months of cp without you girls! And I wanna change diapers with Minah againnnnnnnnnnnnn I love whining it makes me feel empowered okay fullstop.

On a side note,I was browsing through some of my classmate's blog and they were talking about the last day of school and that got me depressed for seconds! I didn't get to take pictures,didn't get hugs or kisses,didn't get to say my last goodbye! Shut up,I know what you're thinking. I am being overly dramatic but I deserve to be, considering the conditions I am in so you shut your trap!

Shidster&Hudsey, ME MISSES YOU LIKE SUPER MUCH. WE"LL MEET AGAIN IN 3 MONTHS TIME OKAY?

Shidster-rrrrific,I'll miss you. Especially the little convo(s) we always have after school. When it was just you and me. I ♥ shidster.
Hudsey.Through the fire,through the rain,Through the joy AND the pain,I'mma give you the world.

Dee,at the rate our camwhoring sessions are going,I could make a collage of us!

Yati,no more me on the bus with you,I bet you'll miss me. Of course you will!
Rinaaaaaaaaa,keep in touch please. You know I'll miss you♥

*teary-eyed* Like they say,

absence makes the heart grows fonder.

2008-11-28T16:44:00.010+08:00

2008-11-25T21:03:00.000+08:00

If i had a gun....

nevurrr mind,it is wise not to think about it.

I am home on a beautiful windy night,i tried counting stars but there weren't any of 'em,i am home all wrapped up in silk pj's with land of ill earthquakes on replay,i am home craving for some cheeseburgers(preferably not macdonald's),i am home and with my new breast friend. fellow bitches,meet miss chicken pox.

i hate being itchy. it makes me feel dirty. like as though i just rolled in a puddle of mudd(wait,isn't that a band?) and like boys,i am too lazy to have a shower. wanting to scratch is like a crave. no,piss that. it's like a desire(with added drama tone) brewing from the depths of my skin to the roots of all the hairs you can find on my body. i hate you miss chicken pox. you are and will never be my best friend. i lied in the 3rd paragraph. you are NOT my breast friend unless you stop making me feel itchy.

i am random. and itchy. i have nothing to blog about and i know it. i bet you know it too but maybe you were brought up to be polite because society hails those kind of personas and shit (which i think is basically a whole load of bollocks),you do not point out the obvious so you just keep reading and reading and reading until maybe,just maybe you'd find a sentence,phrase,word,whatever shitznitz that could make you go "oOoOohh *insertwhateverblondwordyoualwayssayhere*"and then you think it might not be so bad after all to keep reading since i might have captured your attention for i don't know,say 3.7 seconds? so,after 3.7 seconds of attention capturing using my inevitable power of ummmm...attention capturing(?),you scroll down and down,salivating saliva(duh) tongue rolled out hungry for more and then bam! you realise,sadly,rather tragically,i am ending my post here.

did i mention i am itching?